Adrift

Not normal
But insane
No soul gets me
I know pain

No brainy am I
Heart is plain
Feeling things
Others don’t gain

Hollow and lost
Ugly and spot
Dreams and lies
Future bids goodbye

Identity and value
Support and love
Worth and desire
Wishes are fire

Distance and struggle
Destination is puzzle
Strong and weak
What do I seek ?

Thankful yet doubtful
In peace still restless
Loved and scared
Negativity prevails